Tuesday, January 27, 2015
Heart at once hollow yet heavy and full. Beating and bleeding and burning for You.
Who is this “You” and who is this “me”? Is this heart even mine? As mine as it can be.
I would if I could, just let go, just let be. Stop the doing, stop the feeling and sit with just me.
If me is You and One are We, beyond the pain of separation, Truth is set free.
So I set my intention and You set your sails, gliding so effortlessly while my anchor trails.
Trying to lighten the load, I release. Yet the weight pulls me down again and there goes the peace.
Yours is the lightness and mine is the dark. Ah, but We are One. Reminder is a spark.
Sparking the memory of the time beyond time, absent the notion of a yours and a mine.
All that exists is Truth Absolute, Knowledge Absolute, Bliss Absolute. Sat Chit Ananda. Ain’t that the Truth?
So I’ve been told and so I believe, and so I keep seeking, Your billowing sails out at sea.
The sea of compassion, of mystery, of grace. Sea of abiding love and wholeness I taste.
I taste You in my blood, my tears, my nectar honey twist. Your ocean is in me so I know You exist.
What I know with my body can’t always be known with my mind. I turn my senses inward to feel what I find.
In this body live the Lover, the Beloved and the Love. I taste color, feel music and hear the wing of the dove.
Nothing makes sense in here and yet sense is all there is. You open me for receiving and I give and give and give.
Offering my yearning, the depth of my desire. Offering my devotion, my emotion, my fire.
Offering what is big in me and also what is small. Offering and offering in hopes You’ll take it all.
Take me, have me, do with me what You will. Please just use me, use me up, have Your fill.
Fill Yourself with me so that I am wholly in You. Only then will there be an end to loneliness and a resting in what is True.